It it all started with a commanding voice which still flows in my neurites,
Slowly the chemical reactions took place & my heart started beating for that beautiful face,
Actually it was not her face ; her voice, her eyes, her walk to the way she talk, everything about her was magical
I fallen pretty hard for her that was detrimental,
Coz, In that process I lost my respect which I am still trying to erect.
I’ve had heartbreaks, many of them.
I’ve had nights when brains were filled with chaos and were left emptied sometimes.
I’ve had journeys of dark skies illuminated with stars on the lustrous wings of my fantasies.
I’ve swum to the deepest oceans of one’s perspectives.
I’ve been to the noisiest streets of one’s thoughts.
I’ve run into the dreading silent caves.
I’ve heard cries of a laughing voice.
I’ve seen pleasure on gloomy faces.
I’ve felt hope in broken wings.
I’ve found restraints on moving clouds.
I’ve seen colors in monochromatic canvas.
I’ve noticed plane darkness in colorfulness.
I’ve lost so much in the blink of an eye.
I’ve gained treasures I adore for life.
I’ve lived with regrets.
I’ve been heartless to emotions too.
I’ve died a thousand times every day.
I’ve breathed a thousand times more in a moment.
I’ve been through all.
For what life brings to us
Is yet a blessing worth smiling for..
कुछ बेजान सा हूँ , कुछ अंजान सा हूँ
जाने क्यों परेशान सा हूँ ,
शायद जिंदगी के बोछ तले दब सा गया हूँ
विषम परिस्थितियों के भंवर में फंस सा गया हूँ
दुनिया कुछ बढ़ सी गई है
मैं कहीं थम सा गया हूँ ।।
लिखता हूँ मिटाता हूँ ,
कभी लिखकर भूल जाता हूँ…
रोता हूँ कभी गाता हूँ ,
इसी बहाने तेरी यादों में घूम आता हूँ ।
Eat up the dark in order to embrace the light..
coz that’s the only way you won’t be Stereotyped.
Put together your favourite books,movies, poems and songs. You’ll see how perfectly they reflect the deepest and the best part of you. The part of you, that longs for freedom. Freedom from all the bullshit, worldly confirmity and fears. The part that has been suppressed and buried deep down. The “you” that is ready to pack its guns and go home, because it knows that no one actually WINS a war. So honey, go. Find yourself. Who you really are. Love yourself for all your flaws. Believe that you’re not what you look like. You’re not the mistakes you’ve made, but what you’ve learned from it. You’re more like the songs on your playlist,the shows you watch, the things you doodle around, the flowers on your hair and your favourite blanket. You’re not that pimple on your nose or the pudge on your stomach. You are not those grades of your sem that you flunked. You’re the art you posses. You’re much more beyond your ranks in a class test. You’re your favourite band, the mismatched socks you wear and your favourite sweater. Basically, you’re everything you love and way beyond what you look like or what someone sees you to be like. You’re an amazing piece of art, within yourself, which you yourself have created. Be proud to announce that you’re different and better. Be proud to know that you’re what you’ve wanted to be, and you’re something that no one can break.
From her first glimpse to the last time she was seen ….
A atheist become theist coz he had find a new way to begin.
“I LOVE HER” is a understatement
How could a combination of 4 vowels & 4consonants define what I feel for her 24×7
I think what I am going through these days is generally happen to either fortunate or unfortunate….to be serious I think this happens to only unfortunate ones. In the last 3 year or so I have matured both emotionally & mentally, the older me was ecstatic either it’s a good situation or a bad one but now I started calculating things, I started talking to myself about what’s the best solution of any problem & then I execute those problems. Back into those golden childhood days I found a girl & I don’t know what made me fall for her may be her beauty, may be her innocent chirpy voice, may be her beautiful smile or may be all of these. At that time I was fortunate enough that in some time she had become my friend & slowly she also had fallen for me & finally we bacame the lovebirds,the new talk of the town,actually the school. I started liking her so much so that my day starts with her thought & night ends with her thought ,may be her story should also be the same but I was very ambitious towards my goals & due to the same I started ignoring her calls & messages. She understands me very well that’s why she never complaint to me about this. Our bonding is pretty much like the bonding between those atoms of a molecule. In the present scenario we still share the same bond that we share in the past but apart from this fact all other things changed. Her heart still beats for me & mine fo her but as we all grow old certainly our little world also become large, our dimensions of seeing our world changes. The same happend & the time played it’s dirty game now slowly her hand which was packed against mine started to slip off. Due to those bad rituals & customs that is still prevalent in our society my lovely one is going away from me. It’s not that I cannot stop her from going but I don’t want to because I guess this is best for both of us. Maybe one day in a different world or millennium we will born again & trust me if this ever happened then at that time or millennium whatever it will be, she will be mine & mine alone then no society ,no rituals,no customs will seperate us.